37 seconds in, makes me think of you. I for some reason watched this last night and this scene broke my hear because it brought back memories of you crying to me. I never want to see you cry again. later is the scene where he talks about only wanting to see you happy again (that ive posted so many times) but I forgot why he prayed for that. he prayed for that because of this scene... I think Ill always be fearless to love you. I dont think i can be scared of that because Im not scared of anything that comes with it because of my assured feelings. but id always be in fear of losing you. of seeing you hurt (not just cause of me but also if anything sad happens in your life). It just breaks my heart anytime something happens to you.
even when you mentioned those rough days you had with your dad and no one to cry to. nah that breaks my heart. and I think thats why it kills me that we arent even around each other now. I just want to be apart of your life and be someone to protect you. but maybe protecting you in your head is being as far as possible from me. man I hope you are okay everyday.
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